Dress on point, heels on point as for the way you spoke, girl you nailed it. I stood in front of the mirror giving myself all the accolades. A girl needs to have fans but I choose to be my number one fan. I went on to my little dance, you know the little dance right? That crazy dance you do when no one is watching, you get it right?
Well if you don’t get it I cannot help you, my moves are for my eyes only. Back to the point, I continued to give myself a Ted talk, “the whole you go girl speech.” Then it suddenly dawned on me that I did not deserve anything I have got. Suddenly my mind went back to hurt I refused to heal from and the whole pepper them attitude.
Hmmmmmmm , if God was giving me things based on merit then I would be the last person on his list. If there was such a list but there is none. God loves me and in his goodness he gives me what I need. Yet in all this he shows me my faults with love. In that moment I did not feel condemned but loved.
That’s how I spent my whole day singing Indescribable by Kierra Sheard. I know I am dramatic but… If you think you are where you are because you have behaved in a good way to get God’s attention then I’m sorry to burst your bubble. Develop a relationship with God not because of what you would get . Know God for yourself.
In the course of your walk with God things would not always go the way you expect but I can assure you that God would blow your mind. When He does blow your mind, do your little dance but give Him all the glory.
Much love,
Musings of a God Girl.
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